George

ahh, george, he’s like a breath of fresh air, he agreed to take over the club today, and really seems comitted, he really seems like a great president, i have complete confidence in him. Short – maybe, a little slow – maybe,  but he’s perfect, and he’s awesome. and no matter what bullshit i end up thinking about him, again, he’s perfect. god bless him and thank god he exists.  

Life, Pangea Day, School, Stress, Ugh

Wow, my problems are actually quite alot, missing out on alot of sleep, parents, school, finals coming up, CAC…speaking of CAC, pangea day’s coming up next saturday, oh wow i’m actually really excited..bought $80 worth of supplies for it today…atleast i got the stuff, thank god, I worked all day after school to finish up my wall next to the library, it looks GORGEOUS but its not done…yet, still need to print out alot of stuff….and omg, i have to start studying for the finals if i plan to get a good grade..i have a chanting competition tomorrow, i don’t even know if i;m going, my parents are pretty stressed… if i can go to temple on sunday, i’m happy. I really want to raise money for some cardiology based or medical based organization but i feel so tired. I really try so hard to place some good in the world, but my life ends up getting so messed up – so much stress, so much work, so much struggle, hardship, no support. Yeah, we’re made up of 50 men, but only 3 give a damn…I don’t know whom to blame..is it my fault? I don’t know, maybe I’m supposed to be a complete unlucky loser…maybe its not anyones fault, maybe thats just the way its supposed to be. I don’t think so, but when have i ever thought something correct, i mean really. I’m so sick of so much stress. Im a good person! with good intentions! but i cant do all this if i’m constantly tortured and placed under so much pain…whatever, i hope pangea day goes fantastic, i hope we get a big turnout, and i hope we make a BIG profit out of the food. In case you want more information, www.pangeaday.org

Life

My ability to make use of time = horrible, my ability to stay focused = horrible, my ability to complete my to-do lists – horrible….ay life is hard.

A big mess

Oh wow…life is such a mess no? Atleast in my case – yes! So many things to do, no time, don’t know where to start…when to start, how to start. I’ve been breaking my morals – crumbling them peice by peice. Morning routine – broken, commitment to temple – broken, manual of self unfoldment – broken. I need to tie things together cleverly. What would i do if i wasn’t afraid?….everything - i’ve once created in my mind. Okay, got to research. Write later.

sru

Life

Ahh. have a gigantic to do list to do, practiced softball today w. some rolled up material used on cabinets and a tennis ball w. my lil bro and dad. Have to find an aluminum bat…somewhere…and a softball. God, Im not THAT bad..ok, yes i am. But i hit 5 out of 10 balls, not bad right? anyway, busted my lip while playing as well, talk about bad pitching. Hope tom. in gym isn;t that horrible…whatever, i dont really care anymore. Let life toss me here and there, drag me down pitless wells of shame, horror, sadness, whatever. Its the usual thing isn;t it?  No problem, i’ll take it. I think CAC;s next 2 events just might be success. What do you think? have to sleep soon, see you later.

Life

o my goodness, do you believe my life? this is outrageously ridiculous! abosulote hypocrasy! What the freak?! I mean, really, for P.E. we were given three choices right? tennis,  badminton, or softball. I’ve been playing badminton for like 9 years, tennis for 3 and softball – not even a SINGLE day in my life! and then, the stupid seniors all fill up tennis, the two guys in front of me got the two last seats for badminton! and i was stuck w/ softball? aaah, for the next 9 weeks. Ughhhh! I dont know how to pitch, bat, catch -ANYTHING. this is soo retarded, how am i going to do this? great, now i’m stuck spending my time trying to hit a plastic ball w a plastic bat at home instead of tennis or basketball. omg i hate this to death. softball should go die. aagh